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Lisa See’s 5 star, 5 star, 5 star bibliography

A 5-star book rating is rare, especially from me. I am an extremely fussy reader: the Kindle sample function is my best friend, ensuring that I never purchase a book that I will inevitably put down. Finding a new favourite book is – I thought – impossible, yet in 2024 I have already found three contenders. The first is The Island of Sea Women by Lisa See.

The prose is mature but readable: it holds up among other modern feminist classics, like The Handmaid’s Tale or The Colour Purple. From the brutality of the Japanese colonisers to the gradual fading away of the haenyeo tradition, Lisa See recounts the events of the second half of the twentieth century from an untold perspective: Jeju women. What really elevates her novel, however, is how See develops her story beyond this historical context. See writes brutal depictions of female companionship, outlining the complex ways that a relationship between two inseparable girls can change. Young-sook and Mi-ja’s friendship is at the heart of the story, shifting irreparably when Mi-ja gut-wrenchingly betrays her friend. Young-sook is an expertly crafted protagonist, whose voice fades into the background just enough to make her opinions align with that of the reader’s. Sometimes I even forgot her name for how little it is mentioned! I found myself in agreement with her throughout the novel, a fact that made the resolution all the more impactful. From a blind insistence that Mi-ja is unforgiveable, the reader – alongside Young-sook – comes to a deep understanding of the hurt and tragedy that catalysed her betrayal. Following Young-sook from girlhood to old age, See seamlessly adapts her tone to suit each stage of her protagonist’s life, creating one of the most immersive books I have ever read.

There was no doubt in my mind that I would read all of See’s books: once I find an author I like, I will not stop until their entire bibliography is marked “read” on my kindle. My next read was The Tea Girl of Hummingbird Lane. Another tale which heavily championed female companionship, Tea Girl focusses on a severed, but lasting, connection between mother and daughter. Again, See introduced me to culture and perspectives I knew very little of: the Akha minorities of China, the production of Pu’er, and the impact of the one-child policy in adoption. The ending was beautifully done – underneath Li-yan’s ancestral tree, fate brings her face-to-face with her daughter. Without words, mother and daughter need only glance at one another to know who they are (I cried, of course). And yet, See does not write their meeting. She leaves us pondering over the tears and hugs and outpourings of emotions that were sure to have been present.

Next, I read her most recent novel, Lady Tan’s Circle of Women. This novel follows the life of a Chinese medical practitioner from childhood to ‘sitting quietly’, exploring the fascinating details of old Chinese medicine. This book sparked a morbid curiosity in foot binding, and how the practice affected both the physical and social mobility of women. The lengthy descriptions of rotting flesh, broken bones, and worn calf muscles were surprisingly fascinating, and, despite what it may seem, elegantly written.

I simply cannot choose which of these three is my favourite. I can, however, confirm that Lisa See is my new favourite author, narrowly surpassing Ottessa Moshfegh. My future reading goals for the year is looking bright: I still have a few of See’s novels to lose myself in. There is no better feeling than that!

Unveiling the Magic: A Novice’s Guide to Conquering the Gathering

At university, I attended board game society. Every Monday, me and my friend would go on a mission to find the weekly building, which was always changing and never consistent. We would spend hours with likeminded people, playing risk or masquerade or some other niche game that a sweaty first-year brought from his own collection at home (these were always the most fun). From this society, I found both my DnD group and my closest university friend, who I still see regularly.

On those same Mondays, there was a different leg of Board Game Society, stationed in an adjacent room: the Magic: The Gathering players. Their game, a fantasy TTRPG with similar mechanics to Pokémon or Yu Gi Oh cards, interested me. It had the same charm as Pokémon, which I had played plenty, but with beautiful art and more engaging strategy. However, at the time I enjoyed attending board game night with my friend (he had no interest in Magic), and so I never felt particularly inclined to deviate from my regular Monday evening plans. It wasn’t until three years later, when my current boyfriend took an interest, that I decided to truly immerse myself in the game.

As a self-professed Magic newbie with lots of experience playing other strategic board games (I even have a few Twilight Imperium wins under my belt, and that is no small feat), my situation is very common. Given my own journey, how should others in a similar position approach this daunting game?

Although playing Magic can drain your bank account, it doesn’t have to. I first tried out the online game – which is free to download – to see whether I enjoyed the mechanics. This helped me get a basic grip on rules and strategy. Although there are so many words to learn – shroud, mill, lifelink, menace, to name a few – you can always refresh the rules on the internet. More complex interactions between cards invariably need googling, mainly to avoid an argument between players.

While online play is fun, the best way to gauge whether you enjoy the game is to play against preestablished players. All over the country, not just in my university, Magic players meet up to play Commander. This format is the most social, the most casual, and the most popular. Unless you live in a very rural area, it is likely that there are groups near you, with people who are willing to lend you one of their decks to try out the game. Commander is a great way to make friends, and it is great for competitive people (like me). Since you play against three people who all oppose one another, losing does not feel bad, and, equally, winning feels amazing. For any women feeling intimidated by the male-dominated fanbase, I can (anecdotally) confirm that the community is a welcoming one. I urge any board game fanatic to give Magic a chance: it may just be your new obsession.

Pink Bunny Ears: Video Game Skins and Microaggressions

My boyfriend and I play Halo Infinite almost every night. The transition from living together at university to living separately – two painful hours away – had us both desperate to share in an activity together. As a couple who love to play games side-by-side, we graduated to playing games together online.

Unfamiliar with FPS (first-person shooter) games, there was certainly a learning curve for me. It was not long before I began climbing up the leaderboard in our online games by finding tactics that worked around my weaknesses. I do not have the years of practice and good aim that many other Halo players have: instead of shooting to kill, I often dodge and melee attack. As my aim has improved over time, I have been able to move away from these tactics, but I still use them when against a particularly talented shooter.

Although I am a decent player, often scoring just above average, I get harassed the most. T-Bagging is extremely common for me, even when the other team is losing badly. Defined by Urban Dictionary as “the natural act of a man dipping his ball sack into either a woman’s or defeated opponents’ mouth as if it were a Tea-bag”, it is “most often used in the gaming community as a victory move.” My boyfriend, of course, does not get the same treatment, even when he has a rare bad game.

Can you guess why I get treated this way? Hint: my character wears a garish bubble-gum pink armour, complete with light-up bunny ears. Ever since I equipped a stereotypically girly skin, I am treated as a loser when I am winning.

This is only a small example of the hostility that women face in gaming circles, and, luckily, as someone who does not use voice chat, the worst I have personally experienced. Nevertheless, it should be easier to report and punish players who engage in these microaggressions against strangers. After all, jokes can very easily become a reality.

Mindfulness of Cats

“Worrying does not take away tomorrow’s troubles. It takes away today’s peace.” – Anonymous

My family and I have two shelter-adopted kitties. They were born in a shed, where one of their siblings was killed by a fox. Brought to cats protection, we adopted them to give them a new start.

Humans have a tendency to allow a small inconvenience to ruin a day, or even a week. We also have the tendency to feel sorry for ourselves, shifting blame onto others and avoiding deeper, more psychological explanations to our behaviours. We love to analyse others but hate to be analysed.

My cats do not dwell on their rough start to life, they do not look at themselves and see something undesirable. Their deepest concerns do not continuously flick back to the past or forward to the future, but (mainly) reside in the present happenings of their surroundings. They do think forward to when their next meal may be- I know this because they’re always waiting outside my door at 7 am, and make a great fuss if I’m not up by 7.15. However, these thoughts are positive and productive, and allow them to schedule their outdoor exploration time so as to not miss breakfast.

Next time I have an important presentation, I’ll think of it like my lunch. It’s perfectly okay to consider what I may be eating for lunch, and even prepare the delicious elements in advance. However, making myself worried and stressed over eating it is just ridiculous.

Animals live, in essence, for the current moment. Some people may argue that this is due to lacking mental capacity or a true understanding of the world. But I refute by quoting a famous saying: ‘ignorance is bliss’. There’s no harm in pretending that you are optimistic, think the best in the world, and have upmost confidence in yourself. Pretend to be ignorant, pretend to not care, and eventually you won’t.

After all, if things go wrong, you can always try again.

The Ethics of Zoos

“Let us remember that animals are not mere resources for human consumption. They are splendid beings in their own right…” – Marc Bekoff

I have always had an affinity for zoos; the speechlessness that overwhelms me whenever I see a striking animal is unbeatable. I usually visit various zoos a few times each year, and I went again just yesterday.

Although I greatly enjoy visiting a zoo, I have always had a tiny thought at the back of my head that tells me they are unethical. I know there are people who disagree with the concepts of zoos entirely, but because of my love of exotic animals I had never conducted my own research- for fear that my support for them should cease. My blissful (and fully conscious) ignorance will end now, in hopes that I feel morally just when cruising around the enclosures.

My first thought before diving into the internet is the importance of animal conservation. With so many species’ labelled as threatened, keeping animals in captivity can prevent extinction of the earth’s most precious and best loved animals. For example, the South China Tiger now only exists within zoos. As the AVMA website mentions, “zoos support conservation by educating the public, raising money for conservation programs, developing technology that can be used to track wild populations, conducting scientific research, advancing veterinary medicine, and developing animal handling techniques.” As you can see, zoos don’t only contain threatened species, but with research and funds they help conservation in many other ways too.

The badges on my bag that I bought for £1 each, promising to aid in various conservation acts for different animals.

How ZSL helps in vital education that saves the lives of tigers in Indonesia.

Countering this thought, however, is the nature of humankind. Our damaged relationship with the earth has lead many animals towards extinction- loss of habitat for cattle farms, pollution of the ocean with oil spills and landscape scarring from raw material extraction are a few worthy examples of how our world is continually deteriorating.

Does limiting the freedom of an animal redeem the damage we have inflicted on their habitats? Are zoos an attempt at conserving biodiversity, or a selfish excuse to continue wiping out wildlife without true remorse? Can we ever respect our earth if we refuse to allow it’s other inhabitants to roam freely?

Zoos have moved away from the branding of a means of entertainment: an attempt to separate themselves from the blatant cruelty of dancing bears and caged elephants in circuses. However, a significant argument is the basic fact of life: animals have a right to freedom. In some ways I have always believed that zoos subvert rules of nature. Natural selection and evolution recoil at the sight of a polar bear on a 25 degree, rainy August day in Britain. Somehow, I always have looked at the polar bears and felt an ache for them to return to the wild, more than for any other animal. But why can I dictate that polar bears aren’t suitable for zoos yet otters, for example, are?

Overall, I feel extremely conflicted. I am very aware of my internal hypocrisy, and the more I research, the more I confuse myself. I’m not sure where I stand on the ethics of zoos, and I doubt I ever will be.

If you want to read on this topic further, here are some useful websites from different points of view:

Eluxe Magazine

Oxford Research- Environmental science